♥; Monday, November 9, 2009{
in a rs.. I guess knowing where u stand in ur partners heart is really important.. it sorta gives a sense of reassurance and security..?
I remember someone telling me before.. she would treat her friends better than her own bf.. hmm.. maybe.. she really hasn't met the right one bah... cos.. why be together when u cant even b compared to ur partner's friends lol..
never knew loving someone can feel so wrong.. lol.. yet how to tell my heart to un-love? probably as hard as telling it to stop haha... :)
flu and cough.. horrible "friends" to have pls leave me asap >.<
so many things flow thru my mind and as fast as i conjure them up, i forget...
JY
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Things will never be the same again..;;
11:42 PM
♥; Sunday, November 8, 2009{
It doesn't make sense to let go of something you waited for so long, but it also doesn't make sense to hold on when nothing's there...Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does...
JY
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Things will never be the same again..;;
11:12 PM
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WJ got !!! me lor!!! haha..
today sarks. got pissed with afew ppl.. blehx. shall not say why! =/ anw..
well.. today got myself thinking again and eurika! i understand whats the problem with me already!! shall strive to change~ zomg... nowonder i haf so muchh white hair :p
time to sleeep~~ tmr got to study and prepare for exam!!
wahahaha
nitez all
JY
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Things will never be the same again..;;
12:07 AM
♥; Saturday, November 7, 2009{
waaa.. beat.. tired.. just back home.. OMG its 4:07 am in the morning!! >.<
went to st james.. my virgin visit to a club.. lol it was rather.. LOUD!!!! and the songs are quite old here.. it probably is really for the working class as the old birds said.. and we cant really blend into the crowd.. haha but well.. it was nonetheless an experience.. admission was free as we are students (only on fri nights)... went with rachelle yy glenn zk kc calvin qh.. too bad xy had to go with her frenz (anw she oso cant come in since she didnt bring her IC wahahaha) lol.. argh she didnt reply smses lol..
MOST IMPT! NOONE BROUGHT CAMERAS!!! =.=! sadded haha
today bought a new pair of running shoes.. super ex =.= $143 and a hp pouch.. bleh tho its nice too but its also ex.. =.=
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Things will never be the same again..;;
4:06 AM
♥; Sunday, November 1, 2009{
ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie.. how true issit haha!! owell.. thats the way life is isnt it..? when the time comes.. noone will frigging spare a thought for u.. lifes harsh.. thats the way it has been and forever will be..
hurting? yes it is of course.. haha..
people change all the time..
JY
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Things will never be the same again..;;
8:29 PM
♥; Saturday, October 31, 2009{
I think some misunderstandings are forming.. probably screwing everything up =.=!
im not doing what uall think i am doing!! =/
sigh.. lol..
h8 the feeling of being so alone LoL
lolx..
wad to do?
rather tired..
why am i stuck at home when everyones enjoying themselves.. sigh..
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hmm i wonder.. was I like that when i get addicted to a game? haha..
they seem so =.=
JY
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Things will never be the same again..;;
7:45 PM
♥; Tuesday, October 27, 2009{
School kickstarted.. assignments starts rolling in.. things start to get busy.. good to keep stuffs off my mind haha..
lesson on sat ended rather rushed.. i guess.. dun really get it but oh well lolx..
not a single word since that day also anw..
anw after that went for desmond's bday party and the theme was hat!! everyone needed to wear 1 :p lucky me got 1 last min with xy hehe.. daddy let me drive his car as sis was in m'sia.. whee the car is nice to drive.. cept that had to be more careful thus more stressful driving it :p
*p.s. the only thing was that at least half of the ppl there were either attached or brought their partners along =.=! making us singles seem weird :p LOLX*
well..other than that nothing much happened i guess..
Mar.. as much as i can tell u my opinions on what shd b done, I myself cant seem to follow them haha.. anws good luck to both of u :p
im tired.. lol nitez everyone..
JY
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Things will never be the same again..;;
10:52 PM
