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; Sunday, 14 November 2010{

wanna try

European

Crockfords grill


Jap

Hotaru



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; Saturday, 11 September 2010{

it probably will get stretched longer and longer until... it finally breaks...



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; Friday, 10 September 2010{

in NS alr..
bored.
cant blog about it
xD
i'll just say its quite ok at the moment.. progressive..
tho I do not want to think that way but.. I realized that even tho I do have close friends and all but I am still just another lonely soul =.=!
xD



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; Monday, 23 August 2010{

you need to work hard for miracles to happen... gonna go in NS next thurs xD sigh xD



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; Sunday, 8 August 2010{

Lifes goin on as usual.. wounds healing at a considerable rate.. ^_^ tho i dun know if im just decieving myself xD call me dumb call me stupid but.. I guess this is how I want things to be bah @_@ how silly can I be.. lolx...

YOU! dun nid to be so reserved when talking to me bah~ need test myself too...
Lalalallalalalalalalalaa
JY



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; Friday, 23 July 2010{


1. Guys prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys love flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys love a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys love it when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Guys hate it when girls talk about their period

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships




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; Saturday, 26 June 2010{

Shes out of my league... so are you.. if u know what i mean.. ^_^!



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; Monday, 14 June 2010{

Yesterday was my lesson.. it was alright i s'pose.. what more can i expect.. lol..
blehx goin to gym alr.. sleepy..
later update
JY



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; Friday, 4 June 2010{

Dad: What is your number?
Worker: 17_
Dad: 17 what?
Worker: Ya
Dad: 17 WHAT????!
Worker: ya
Dad: I ask you 1 7 what your number???
Worker: 171
Sacked.



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; Thursday, 3 June 2010{

lifes so unfair..



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; Thursday, 27 May 2010{

ah maybe I should have bought the gown instead =.=
i think im keeping it pass 6th of june which will make me forfeit the deposit... mom said "forfeit then forfeit bah no choice" cos they want us (me and my sis) to wear them and take foto at the studio lol..

JY



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; Wednesday, 26 May 2010{

tired tired.. slept at 6 this morning.. yesterday was graduation.. was quite ok.. long ceremony.. alot of photo taking.. how i wished someone was there but.. impossible.. lol.. something which I hoped since the beginning of the sem.. =/ so it has been my wishful thinking all along.. sigh.. anws went for dinner then to one rochester for alcohol.. sat around chatting for afew hrs before everyone head off... me pf viv went out to chat and drink... coffee/tea =Pp and chat.. as it was still too early.. =P went home at 4 in the morning.. =)
sent XY and Rach home and WJ to the MRT.. cant help but noticing some stuffs during dinner, within and thru the journey back from the pub =Pp
Someone
/ SomeoneS ! =Pp
gone kthxbai

JY



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; Saturday, 22 May 2010{

just for laughs..

Why I Fired my Secretary
This is a true story. Last week was my 40th birthday and I really didn't feel like waking up that morning. I managed to pull myself together and go downstairs for breakfast, hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember.

My kids came trampling down the stairs to breakfast, ate their breakfast, and didn't say a word to me. So when I made it out of the house and started for work, I felt pretty dumpy and despondent.

As I walked into my office, my secretary Joanne said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday!" It felt a bit better knowing that at least someone remembered. I worked in a zombie like fashion until about one o'clock, when Joanne knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it's your Birthday, why don't we go out for lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Joanne, that's the best thing I've heard all day. Let's go!"

We went to lunch but not where we'd normally go. Instead she took me to a quiet bistro with a private table. We had a couple of mixed drinks and I enjoyed the meal tremendously. On the way back to the office, Joanne said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day... We don't have to go right back to the office, do we?" I replied with "I suppose not. What do you have in mind?" She said, "Let's go to my apartment, it's just around the corner."

After arriving at her apartment, Joanne turned to me and said, "Boss if you don't mind, I'm goinna to step into the bedroom for just a moment. I'll be right back." "Ok." I nervously replied. She went into the bedroom and, after a couple of minutes, she came out carrying a huge birthday cake...

Followed by my wife, my kids, and dozens of my friends, and co-workers, all singing "Happy Birthday".

And I just sat there...

On the couch...

Naked.


sigh.. epic failure of men =.= thinking everything is related to that =.=!


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Sunday School Lesson

Little Janice was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me Janice, who created the universe?" When Janice didn't stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear.

"God Almighty!" shouted Janice and the teacher said, "Very good" and Janice fell back asleep.

A while later the teacher asked Janice, "Who is our Lord and Saviour." But, Janice didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again.

"Jesus Christ!" shouted Janice and the teacher said, "Very good," and Janice fell back asleep.

Then the teacher asked Janice a third question. "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" and again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin.

This time Janice jumped up and shouted, "If you stick me with that thing one more time, I'll break it in half and stick it up your ass!"

... the teacher fainted!

ehh whats the real answer?

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Need A Bad Day to Get Into Heaven

It got crowded in heaven so, for one day and one day only, it was decided to only accept people who had really bad day on the day they died.

St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates and said to the first man, "Tell me about the day you died." The man said, "Oh, it was awful. I was sure my wife was having an affair, so I came home early to catch her with him. I searched all over the apartment but couldn't find him anywhere. So I went out onto the balcony, we live on the 25th floor, and found this man hanging over the edge by his fingertips. I went inside, got a hammer, and started hitting his hands. He fell, but landed in some bushes. So, I got the refrigerator and pushed it over the balcony and it crushed him. The strain of the act gave me a heart attack, of which I died from."

St. Peter couldn't deny that this was a pretty bad day, and since it was a crime of passion, he let the man in. He then asked the next man in line about the day he died. "Well, sir, it was awful," said the second man. "I was doing aerobics on the balcony of my 26th floor apartment when I twisted my ankle and slipped over the edge. I managed to grab the balcony of the apartment below, but some maniac came out and started pounding on my fingers with a hammer. Luckily I landed in some bushes. But, then the guy dropped a refrigerator on me!"

St. Peter chuckled, let him into heaven and decided he could really start to enjoy this job. "Tell me about the day you died?” he said to the third man in line. "OK, picture this; I'm naked, hiding inside a refrigerator...."

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Mate Match

Just imagine sitting in traffic on your way to work and hearing this. Many Sydney folks did hear this on the FOX FM morning show in Sydney. The DJs play a game where they award winners great prizes. The game is called "Mate Match".

The DJs call someone at work and ask if they are married or seriously involved with someone. If the contestant answers "yes", he or she is then asked 3 random yet highly personal questions. The person is also asked to divulge the name of their partner with phone number for verification. If their partner answers those same three questions correctly, they both win the prize.

One particular game, however, several months ago made the Harbour City drop to its knees with laughter and is possibly the funniest thing you've heard yet. Anyway, here's how it all went down:

DJ: "Hey! This is Ed on FOX-FM. Have you ever heard of 'Mate Match'?"

Contestant: (laughing) "Yes, I have."

DJ: "Great! Then you know we're giving away a trip to the Gold Coast if you win. What is your name? First only please."

Contestant: "Brian."

DJ: "Brian, are you married or what?"

Brian: (laughing nervously) "Yes, I am married."

DJ: "Thank you. Now, what is your wife's name? First only please."

Brian: "Sara."

DJ: "Is Sara at work, Brian?"

Brian: "She is gonna kill me."

DJ: "Stay with me here, Brian! Is she at work?"

Brian: (laughing) "Yes, she's at work."

DJ: "Okay, first question - when was the last time you had sex?"

Brian: "About 8 o'clock this morning."

DJ: "Atta boy, Brian."

Brian: (laughing sheepishly) "Well..."

DJ: "Question #2 - How long did it last?"

Brian: "About 10 minutes."

DJ: "Wow! You really want that trip, huh? No one would ever have said that if a trip wasn't at stake."

Brian: "Yeah, that trip sure would be nice."

DJ: "Okay. Final question. Where did you have sex at 8 o'clock
this morning?

Brian: (laughing hard) "I, ummm, I, well..."

DJ: "This sounds good, Brian. Where was it at?"

Brian: "Not that it was all that great, but her mum is staying with us for a couple of weeks..."

DJ: "Uh huh..."

Brian: "...and the Mother-In-Law was in the shower at the time."

DJ: "Atta boy, Brian."

Brian: "On the kitchen table."

DJ: "Not that great?? That is more adventure than the previous hundred times I've done it. Okay folks, I will put Brian on hold, get this wife's work number and call her up. You listen to this."

[3 minutes of commercials follow.]

DJ: "Okay audience; let's call Sarah, shall we?" (Touch tones.....ringing....)

Clerk: "Kinkos."

DJ: "Hey, is Sarah around there somewhere?"

Clerk: "This is she."

DJ: "Sarah, this is Ed with FOX-FM. We are live on the air right now and I've been talking with Brian for a couple of hours now."

Sarah: (laughing) "A couple of hours?"

DJ: "Well, a while now. He is on the line with us. Brian knows not to give any answers away or you'll lose. Sooooooo... do you know the rules of 'Mate Match'?"

Sarah: "No."

DJ: "Good!"

Brian: (laughing)

Sarah: (laughing) "Brian, what the hell are you up to?"

Brian: (laughing) "Just answer his questions honestly, okay? Be completely honest."

DJ: "Yeah yeah yeah. Sure. Now, I will ask you 3 questions, Sarah. If your answers match Brian's answers, then the both of you will be off to the Gold Coast for 5 days on us."

Sarah: (laughing) "Yes."

DJ: "Alright. When did you last have sex, Sarah?"

Sarah: "Oh God, Brian....uh, this morning before Brian went to work."

DJ: "What time?"

Sarah: "Around 8 this morning."

DJ: "Very good. Next question. How long did it last?"

Sarah: "12, 15 minutes maybe."

DJ: "Hmmmm. That's close enough. I am sure she is trying to protect his manhood. We've got one last question, Sarah. You are one question away from a trip to the Gold Coast. Are you ready?"

Sarah: (laughing) "Yes."

DJ: "Where did you have it?"

Sarah: "OH MY GOD, BRIAN!! You didn't tell them that did you?"

Brian: "Just tell him, honey."

DJ: "What is bothering you so much, Sarah?"

Sarah: "Well..."

DJ: Come on Sarah.....where did you have it?

Sarah: "Up the a$$..."

After a long pause, the DJ said, "Folks, we need to take a station break"

And the drivers of Sydney almost crashed their cars laughing!

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Advice From Dad

A young boy and his dad went out fishing one fine morning. After a few quiet hours out in the boat, the boy became curious about the world around him. He looked up at his dad and asked "How do fish breath under water?"

His dad thought about it for a moment, then replied, "I really don't know, son."

The boy sat quietly from another moment, then turned back to his dad and asked, "How does our boat float on the water?"

Once again his dad replied, "Don’t know, son."

Pondering his thoughts again, a short while later, the boy asks "Why is the sky blue?"

Again, his dad replied. "Don’t know, son."

The inquisitive boy, worried he was annoying his father, asks this time "Dad, do you mind that I'm asking you all of these questions?"

"Of course not son." replied his dad, "How else are you ever going to learn anything?"

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A lawyer, an economist, and a teacher were going to the bathroom. The lawyer gets done, washes his hands, and then proceeds to use almost the entire roll of paper towels to dry his hands. He says "I was taught to be thorough." The economist gets done, washes his hands, but uses only one paper towel. He says "I was taught to be environmentally friendly." The teacher gets done and leaves without washing his hands. He says "I was taught not to piss on my hands."

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Three sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. Getting back together, they discussed the gifts they were able to give their elderly mother. The first said, "I built a big house for our mother." The second said, "I sent her a Mercedes with a driver." The third smiled and said, "I've got you both beat. You remember how mom enjoyed reading the Bible? And you know she can't see very well. So I sent her a remarkable parrot that recites the entire Bible. It took elders in the church 12 years to teach him. He's one of a kind. Mama just has to name the chapter and verse, and the parrot recites it."

Soon thereafter, mom sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "The house you built is so huge. I live in only one room, but I have to clean the whole house."

"Gerald," she wrote to another, "I am too old to travel. I stay most of the time at home, so I rarely use the Mercedes. And the driver is so rude!"

"Dearest Donald," she wrote to her third son, "You have the good sense to know what your mother likes. The chicken was delicious."

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Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist And when we have REAL trouble, it's a... HISterectomy Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

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A policeman was patrolling a local parking spot overlooking a golf course. He drove by a car and saw a couple inside with the dome light on. There was a young man in the driver's seat reading a computer magazine and a young lady in the back seat knitting. He stopped to investigate. He walked up to the driver's window and knocked. The young man looked up, cranked the window down, and said, "Yes Officer?"

"What are you doing?" the policeman asked. "What does it look like?" answered the young man. "I'm reading this magazine." Pointing towards the young lady in the back seat, the officer then asked, "And what is she doing?" The young man looked over his shoulder and replied, "What does it look like? She's knitting."

"And how old are you?" the officer then asked the young man. "I'm nineteen," he replied. "And how old is she?" asked the officer. The young man looked at his watch and said, "Well, in about twelve minutes she'll be sixteen."

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Meaning of... 'potentially' and 'realistically'

A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is the
difference between 'potentially' and 'realistically'?"

The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother
if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask
your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars,
and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million
dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that."

So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad
Pitt for a million dollars?"

The mother replied, "Of course, I would! We could really use that
money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great university!"

The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad
Pitt for a million dollars?"

The girl replied, "Oh, good heavens! I LOVE Brad Pitt and I would
sleep with him in a heartbeat. Are you nuts?"

The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep with
Brad Pitt for a million dollars?"

"Of course," the brother replied. "Do you know how much a million
bucks would buy?"

The boy pondered the answers for a few days and then went back to his dad.

His father asked him, "Did you find out the difference between
'potentially' and 'realistically'?"

The boy replied, "Yes, 'Potentially', you and I are sitting on three
million dollars, but 'realistically', we're living with two hookers
and a future congressman."

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Murphy's Lesser Known Laws

Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.

He who laughs last, thinks slowest.

Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine.

Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't.

Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool.

The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong.

If you lined up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them, five or six at a time, on a hill, in the fog

The things that come to those who wait will be the things left by those who got there first.

Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer.

Flashlight: A case for holding dead batteries.

The shin bone is a device for finding furniture in a dark room.

A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well.

When you go into court, you are putting yourself in the hands of 12 people who weren't smart enough to get out of jury duty.

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Little Red Riding Hood is skipping down the road
when she sees the Big Bad Wolf crouched down behind a log.

"My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf,"
says Little Red Riding Hood.

The surprised wolf jumps up and runs away.
Further down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again;
this time he is crouched behind a tree stump.

"My, what big ears you have Mr. Wolf," says Little Red Riding Hood.

Again the foiled wolf jumps up and runs away.
About 2 miles down the road, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again, this time crouched down behind a road sign.
"My, what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf," taunts Little Red Riding Hood.

With that the Big Bad Wolf jumps up and screams,
"Will you get lost? I'm trying to take a dump!"

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OK, so there's this blonde driving down the road in her brand new, candy-apple red, $125,000 Lamborghini. She's cruisin' about 95, radio blaring, having a great time. She comes up on this trucker who is carrying a double-wide home and is taking up both lanes. To her disliking, he is only going about 45. To get the point across that she wants to get past, she decides to tailgate him. So, she gets to within a foot of his rear bumper. The trucker looks back and sees her on his ass, and motions for her to get off of it, but to her it looks like a wave and she waves back. Since her first attempt was futile, she decided to get a little closer and begin flashing her headlights, hopefully making herself more visible in the process. Once again the trucker sees her on his ass, and this time motions for her to pull over to the side of the road.

The trucker steps out of his vehicle with a chunk of chalk and draws a circle three feet in diameter in the middle of the road. He instructs her not to move until he tells her to. Naive as she was, she agrees to it and steps inside it.

The trucker goes back to his truck and pulls out a 50-ounce Louisville Slugger. He walks over to the Lamborghini and beats it, and beats it, and beats it again. When he is done, all that is left is a brand new, candy-apple red, $125,000 pile of metal. Satisfied, he throws the bat in his truck and walks over to the blonde. When he gets there, to his astonishment, she is rolling around on the street laughing hysterically. He asks her, "Why are you laughing? I just beat the crap out of your car!!" She is laughing too hard to respond, but between giggles he can make out, "While you weren't looking I stepped out of the circle!"

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JY



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; Saturday, 8 May 2010{

Keys locks and doors..

Each person in your life has a door and behind that door would be the heart with all the feelings hidden inside..... and its up to that person who to open the door to.. and who to give the keys to..

You gave me the keys and opened the door for me.. for once.. in a very very long time.. I felt alive.. for through that door I could see the light.. The light which brightened up my dark and musky room.. I walk through the door and I smell the freshness in the air.. feel the warmth of the sunlight beating down upon my skin.. hear the birds chirping see the butterflies flying…I was in a paradise..I really wanted to stay there forever.. In the beginning I was allowed to come in as and when I wanted to and I did.. everyday.. even when im back in my room all my thoughts were filled with that paradise.. im addicted.. however.. as time went by.. the lock started changing.. it became harder and harder to turn.. and the door became heavier.. it became harder and harder to push.. gradually.. even when I pushed with all my might the door only cracked open.. barely enough for me to stick my senses in to have a taste of the air behind it and to have a glimpse of the scenery beyond… before it snaps shut again.. and finally.. the key to the lock does not work anymore.. try as I might.. it just won’t open..until the key broke.. not knowing why.. why are you so cold.. now I have to suffer in silence.. back to the old dark and musky room.. Loneliness.. why torture me this way..?



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; Friday, 9 April 2010{

A brunette and a blonde were taking a walk in the park when the brunette suddenly stops and said "Oh look, a dead bird!". The blonde looks up at the sky and exclaims "Really? Where?". read off mdm asrina on fb.. just for laughs...



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; Tuesday, 6 April 2010{

It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but it's harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do...
They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."
Someone asked me, "Why do you keep loving someone who doesn't love you back? There are tons of fish in the water." I simply replied, "Just because it's also water, would you drink from the sea?"
ah i see my future =.=!



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; Monday, 5 April 2010{

you're texting someone, and the convo starts to wither down until the point of awkwardness. then someone finally sends one that JUST says, "lol," trying to be polite and really be saying, "yes, we should stop texting now -- LOL! =.=!

You are the most beautiful and most terrible thing that's ever happened to me, and you will always have my heart moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult...



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cant sleep.. sigh.. wtf.. really tired but cant sleep sighh.... help me someone.. 6am ler.. sigh...



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; Sunday, 4 April 2010{

What made me wait? What drove me along.. thinking she would choose me..? how many times was I given false hope?... dissappointments after dissappointments and everything ended.. tired... really tired... feel as if im stabbed a million times and still counting.. sigh.. WHAT DID I DO WRONG???? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO CARE PAMPER AND LOVE SOMEONE???




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Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
Thought our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye



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; {

It´s not wrong to give it all for love it´s not wrong to love a person so much. Sometimes, the only thing wrong is the person you chose to love..



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; Saturday, 27 February 2010{

compare that to this original



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; Friday, 26 February 2010{




This is a nice songg~~!! nicely brought out..
canto.



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; Tuesday, 23 February 2010{

Ever had this feeling? that you do not dare to ask any questions at all because ur afraid of the disappointing answer? the answer that might stab through you? ever not wanting to look at some stuffs so much that u avoid it totally? afraid of whatevers there that might make you think more and even hurt you? well.. thats how i feel right now.. im tired.. where should I place my foot next? is there even a path infront? where is the light? living each day this way is really taxing.. why has all this become somewhat one sided?... what did i do wrong..? which step was misplaced?

JY



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; Tuesday, 9 February 2010{

whats with the anoymous messages telling me to give up? who are u..?? zzz



JY



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; Sunday, 31 January 2010{



bored.. FYP FINALLY OVER!!!!
take things 1 step at a time.. even if each step is heavy.. haha...
JY



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; Wednesday, 20 January 2010{

neeed reinforcements need backups need good material.. to... survive the upcoming impact(1).. freak..
work work.. work work.. work work.. so busy... plus other concerns.. lifes so unfair.. when it all becomes one sided..




(1) = emotional impact



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Dang lei dang dou ngo sam sui
the english version click here


he disabled embedding



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; Monday, 4 January 2010{

sigh.. im really trying hard.. really am...
its not up to me to decide bah...
things are not the same... at least it dosent feel so..



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; Sunday, 3 January 2010{


today!! went to hai tien lou for their weekend brunch buffet!!! the food was good.. very good.. lolx didnt take any pics tho >.< their scenery was umm 70% of the picture above hehe its really nice.. at 37 stories high the view was splendid.. tho the flyer was part blocked by the roof thingy =.= hehe
we had
egg tart (with birds nest toppings)
sharks fin
some lobster thingy
ostrich meat
buddha jump over the wall (includes 2 pieces of sharks fin 1 baby abalone mushroom and sea cucumber)
quite abit of dim sum
roasted duck
big prawns
and it was all on buffet!! :p

the food was splendid.. the company was even better :p

JY



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; Friday, 1 January 2010{

baby potatos!!
seafood galore~!!! looks nice eh~ hahaand this is yy's dessert nice hor :p except that the strawberries are sour
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picturesss of todayy~ some food we had after a unsucessful day of looking at cars..
(the showroom was closed)
hehe.. its again at essential brew hehe forgot to takefotos of the tea!!

=))



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; Wednesday, 30 December 2009{

yes i know.. some people read.. anonymously and probably talk behind me... over what i do in life.. wad decisions I make.. gossips cannot be prevented.. but.. well.. itsa public blog afterall.. cant stop them.. hahaa.. lots of things I dont put here.. so if u think u know me through the blog then ur greatly mistaken =) everything.. words..and feelings.. on a website on text messages on msn for that matter might not be what is really going on.. it might justbe a facade..
and of course..
yes i know im a boring person... cant make people laugh.. i guess thats the way it is.. i tried to change.. i really did.. and am still..
=))
JY
Guess my smile.



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; Monday, 28 December 2009{

days after days... weeks after weeks... months after months... and thats what im told..



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; Saturday, 26 December 2009{

Just make sure Cinderella's not just putting on a masquerade for the ball. She might just vanish at the stroke of midnight with your cash, CPF, heart and dignity with nary a glass slipper left behind.



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; Wednesday, 23 December 2009{

lol am i naive? my friend said i am..
nomatter how i try to defend..
such that i got pissed that i cant...
tell me.. so.. am i naive?

JY



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; Tuesday, 22 December 2009{


today came home and saw the way my maid arranged my bed with the bear on it haha saw it couldnt help it but smile :p



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; Monday, 21 December 2009{

This year birthday.. 20th dec.. it was a sunday... really really fun.. really enjoyed this.. thanks everyone for the presents and your presence =)) finally uploaded so mani mani fotos =.=!! took an hr!! blehx lolx hur 2 ppl who i hoped would come didnt come!! guess who are they!! :p

From wl they all!! =)) speakers!! lolx
Cookies from wanni =)) cute box
From sis cup tic tac toe set ^^
who took it upside down!!
hey!! >.<
cake cake
cut cut cake cake
guess? :p

=)
singing bday song karaoke version lolx started even before the candles were lighted
my braun buffel car key holder and pen holder from the class =)) thanks!!
They are super niceeee rachelle made them!!! thanks alot!!!
singing a duet? :p
so focused~~ haha
karaoke in house! :p
teaching teaching
and of course.. since its from wanni.. she will know how to play e piano!! :p
bear!!! bear bear!! a present from wanni!! =))
super cute ^^
It was in a pinkish wrapper with pinkish ribbons!!
everyone was lookin at me when i was bringing it up!! =.=!
and not forgetting the box of cookies which is up there!!!
wow artistic :p
food food ~
The couple
MINE!!! NO STEALING!!
xD this is WJ!!!

and i wonder why is WJ hiding from the camera :p
issit cos hes camera shy or... cos of that!!!!




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; Friday, 18 December 2009{

The pain of a dagger of iron make piercing through one's body is nothing compared to a needle of emotions piercing through the heart...

wow idea ah suprised i can write sth lyk tt on the go haha.. well..
Life is more than just relationships =)

went to watch avatar today... haha.. its nice =) feel lyk watching again =X but tmr nobody free =( haha tired tired tired..

JY



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; Thursday, 17 December 2009{

so.. whats my ranking in ur heart? haha.. a cliche question~
normally asked by a girl to her bf rite? lol.. no im not asking that qn!! lalala
green

tiring day.. went for ICP CT.. then went to 313@somerset then to ikea to help xy get her new hse stuff... we *yy me rachelle and xy* went along with her to shop~ till quite late wo and helped her bring her stuffs into her hse.. her piano is quite nice =))
reached home bath change and dinnered, relaxing enjoying life.. thinking about stuffs.. and blogging now..

there are still problems unresolved.. lol.. sad.. really dunno how to continue..what have I been doing the past months?... as i think about it, is all this but a long long dream?... who can understand.. please explain.. something which i myself dunno the answer to.. or am trying not to face?...

today is a tiring but happy day.. =)) should not let those evil thoughts bring me down... tired of it.. sigh..

JY



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; Sunday, 13 December 2009{

everythings superficial.. ppl do say things just to make themselves sound not so bad.. i hate this.. who really thinks about you and who is just putting up a front and all ties will be cut after there isnt any need to have any contact..?
sighh..
the one who u think might be the closest to you might actually be the furthest..


week after week lol.. how can i be happy?

JY



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; Friday, 11 December 2009{

deadlines to meet.. exams to study..lab tests.. hectic week.. being busy might not be as bad as it seems.. keeps mind off stuff haha..
well.. gotta buck up..
=)
JY



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; Tuesday, 8 December 2009{

"Love is to give someone the power to destroy you while trusting them not to.. " quoted from someone..
quite true dont you think?.

There's a time to love
& a time to hate..
Theres a time to wait
& a time to go...

what is time..
I'll just turn into a memory as time pass..


Sigh.. love.. is it just a game..?

JY



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; Sunday, 6 December 2009{

tired...



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; Friday, 4 December 2009{

sigh..



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; Wednesday, 2 December 2009{

*yawn* quizzes on tues and wed.. tired.. next next week common tests.. fri gotta meet charls for FYP and we are so far behind time.. soon gotta burn midnight oil.. soon no time at all to go out.. ~ haha~ o well.. gotta go out and enjoy while I can.. after that would be FYP FYP FYP exams exams exams projects blah blah blah.. year 3 sarks.. final year sarks..
hope there are ppl going for the DND this graduation.. haha..

I guess......... lalala

btw.. i wanna learn ballroom dancing!! >.<>.<

i gotta sort my mind know what I want make my priorities right.. haha.. if not i might actually die :p

ahh didnt practice at all this week.. so gonna get killed..
*hmm i think I alr died afew hundred times already if u were stricter~ :p*
anw.. havent heard much.. whats happening now?...

I do not ask much of my friends... suprised how many people actually read this blog.. haha.. interesting.. if u read can TAG!!!! >.<

blehx.. ending here..
JY



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; Sunday, 29 November 2009{

Daddy Cutting Cake!!
The KTV set
Some of them singing
dad's cake *alot candles* :p
sis's cake

some pictures of what happened these few days ^^
nitez all sleeping



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; Tuesday, 24 November 2009{

wahh got karaoke set liao!! =)) went to buy on sunday and monday it was delivered everything got ready for dad's and sis's birthday... *yes its the same day!!* lol.. the set was rather ex =.= but well.. mom's paying ^^ lol and need another 1.6k to b credited into the card before we are able to get the watch.. i wonder how to do that =.= argh cannot upload fotos cos sis toook cable..
new dog coming on jan next year.. havent thought of a new name..
sigh.. is it still too early to get 1 ? heart still aches whenever I think back.. =/
well..
JY..



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; Saturday, 21 November 2009{

when no matter how much u can say u dislike or hate that person and whatever he/she do to u...
when that person talks to you and u magically forget everything and a smile lights up on ur face.. probably thats when u realized u have fallen in love..



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; Friday, 20 November 2009{





Some random fotos more will be updated once i get my fotos back lol



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; {




o.O wth is with the girls thinking they are sooooo mature and thinking all guys are childish. define maturity and childishness. sitting there reading out loud causing others to be unable to concentrate is a mature action while moving away so as to not get affected is considered childish.. whats wrong with the world man. wth.
lalala class was boring... fyp is. horrible,.. wahahaha...
these fotos are those I took on weds =)



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; Tuesday, 17 November 2009{





































*guess what they were singing tgt!* :p










Some fotos we took these few days.. lol.. quite enjoyable days =)
went to chompchomp for dinner with mar bec khim and the birthday girl AMELIA KIM YU TING!!! ^^ quite fun.. had dessert at ice^3 which they served the waffle icecream with 2 big big candles on it to represent her 20th bday!! ^^



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; Saturday, 14 November 2009{

等待你使我心跳的唯一理由。。。
cheesy cliché isnt it lol..



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; Thursday, 12 November 2009{

In the US theres alot of wanted posters for criminals.. one day the police recieved a letter from an unknown address. Inside, there was a picture of a criminal and it wrote "please change my wanted poster picture, it sucks"
this really shows.. even criminals would want a nice picture.. to at least feel wanted :p



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; Monday, 9 November 2009{

in a rs.. I guess knowing where u stand in ur partners heart is really important.. it sorta gives a sense of reassurance and security..?

I remember someone telling me before.. she would treat her friends better than her own bf.. hmm.. maybe.. she really hasn't met the right one bah... cos.. why be together when u cant even b compared to ur partner's friends lol..

never knew loving someone can feel so wrong.. lol.. yet how to tell my heart to un-love? probably as hard as telling it to stop haha... :)

flu and cough.. horrible "friends" to have pls leave me asap >.<
so many things flow thru my mind and as fast as i conjure them up, i forget...


JY



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; Sunday, 8 November 2009{

It doesn't make sense to let go of something you waited for so long, but it also doesn't make sense to hold on when nothing's there...Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does...


JY



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; {

WJ got !!! me lor!!! haha..
today sarks. got pissed with afew ppl.. blehx. shall not say why! =/ anw..
well.. today got myself thinking again and eurika! i understand whats the problem with me already!! shall strive to change~ zomg... nowonder i haf so muchh white hair :p

time to sleeep~~ tmr got to study and prepare for exam!!

wahahaha
nitez all
JY



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; Saturday, 7 November 2009{

waaa.. beat.. tired.. just back home.. OMG its 4:07 am in the morning!! >.<
went to st james.. my virgin visit to a club.. lol it was rather.. LOUD!!!! and the songs are quite old here.. it probably is really for the working class as the old birds said.. and we cant really blend into the crowd.. haha but well.. it was nonetheless an experience.. admission was free as we are students (only on fri nights)... went with rachelle yy glenn zk kc calvin qh.. too bad xy had to go with her frenz (anw she oso cant come in since she didnt bring her IC wahahaha) lol.. argh she didnt reply smses lol..
MOST IMPT! NOONE BROUGHT CAMERAS!!! =.=! sadded haha
today bought a new pair of running shoes.. super ex =.= $143 and a hp pouch.. bleh tho its nice too but its also ex.. =.=



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; Sunday, 1 November 2009{

ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie.. how true issit haha!! owell.. thats the way life is isnt it..? when the time comes.. noone will frigging spare a thought for u.. lifes harsh.. thats the way it has been and forever will be..
hurting? yes it is of course.. haha..
people change all the time..
JY



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; Saturday, 31 October 2009{

I think some misunderstandings are forming.. probably screwing everything up =.=!
im not doing what uall think i am doing!! =/
sigh.. lol..
h8 the feeling of being so alone LoL
lolx..
wad to do?
rather tired..
why am i stuck at home when everyones enjoying themselves.. sigh..
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hmm i wonder.. was I like that when i get addicted to a game? haha..
they seem so =.=
JY



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; Tuesday, 27 October 2009{

School kickstarted.. assignments starts rolling in.. things start to get busy.. good to keep stuffs off my mind haha..
lesson on sat ended rather rushed.. i guess.. dun really get it but oh well lolx..
not a single word since that day also anw..
anw after that went for desmond's bday party and the theme was hat!! everyone needed to wear 1 :p lucky me got 1 last min with xy hehe.. daddy let me drive his car as sis was in m'sia.. whee the car is nice to drive.. cept that had to be more careful thus more stressful driving it :p
*p.s. the only thing was that at least half of the ppl there were either attached or brought their partners along =.=! making us singles seem weird :p LOLX*
well..other than that nothing much happened i guess..
Mar.. as much as i can tell u my opinions on what shd b done, I myself cant seem to follow them haha.. anws good luck to both of u :p
im tired.. lol nitez everyone..

JY



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; Tuesday, 20 October 2009{

i really dunno what ur thinking.. u give me hope only to take it away from me again..
why does it have to be this way..?
whats so bad that u cant tell me?
its been 5 months.. u asked me not to wait is it because u knew all along this would happen?
even IF u do leave him i dont think i will be the one u will choose right?

sigh..
JY



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; Monday, 19 October 2009{

it hurts.. it truly does.. love is just so painful and blind..
i look upon ur relationships with eyes filled with envy..
(interesting.. envy is a sin)
what can be more blissful than being silly together and laugh together in each others arms..
u wonder why are u the way u are while i wonder why do i always think so much..? and the answer will be the same.. its because u are u and i am me.. i guess thats some of the things that divides each and everyone of us.. ? to u im probably just like any other out there..
tho i refuse to believe her, what my friend says is probably true..to an extent.. noone is special in anyones life.. special enough to change them..

Sometimes. loving is like having a broken pair of ribs, it looks fine on the outside...but every breath that you take..HURTS
JY



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; Sunday, 18 October 2009{

Just came back from msia.. the trip was fine.. sigh..
the spark is still there.. and the movie is 500 days of summer.. sigh.. go watch it.. tho its not e best but still watchable..



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; Wednesday, 14 October 2009{



funny video.. rihanna ~! umbrella!! LoL!
and haf a look at this!! pck imitate ris
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=155847958420&ref=nf
wahh today super drama in CPTC!! and all i can say is NYP sarks. and the security guard sarks... hehe...
mar ah!!! learn to let go!! or at the very least start accepting right from the beginning again.. =)) might help u noe hehe..
today.. movie.. reminds me of someone... sigh.. lol.. got pissed after the movie.. so everything that goes wrong blame the guy for being stupid and the girl has nothing to do with it lah..??

Love works in magical ways but never be fooled by the promise of forever. There will come a time when the spark will die and when that time comes, we must learn to let go no matter how painful.



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; Tuesday, 13 October 2009{

SHIFT WORK ENDED!! FINALLY!!! blehx now haf to study for wed exam.. finals..
lol.. well.. tho tiring it was quite resonably fun bah.. jus that shift work probably wil cause me to gain weight as when theres nothing to do, we eat to keep awake.. lol...

well... i think this applies to alot alot alot of people out there be it which side is it... "Funny how everyone thinks that making promises will somehow help. In the end it will only hurt you more when they break them."



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; Thursday, 8 October 2009{

In life we strive for many dreams and desires but the greatest goal to achieve in life, is to feel healthily unconditional love

LoL~ shift work sarks to the max hehe~ work work 12 hours.. even tho its easy to get used to.. it still is not enjoyable... lol..

yesterday went to essential brew in holland V (mar intro-ed the place) lol the floral tea is nice =)) love teaaa~ haha... went with minjie kit vivien siti.. hehe.. TCSS till around 11+ then go home..
hopefully can change car soon.. mkt ytd dropped again blehx!!! gotta keep closer watch LoL
anw good to see that mar~ u2 are doing better!! jiayous~ u haf my fullest support!! =))

this is quite cool~



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; Tuesday, 6 October 2009{

Its been long since I really put my link on my email haha.. bet everyones forgot about it :P should be frequenting more bah.. cept that I am lazy uploading fotos so its all words boring!! to be read before sleeping :p

JY

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who it’s worth.



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; Sunday, 4 October 2009{

whee mooncake festival was fun~! ^^ went to some karaoke place in cdans for some singing session omg lahh they selected some really oldold songs in chi and eng and even canto... ^^ then had to leave ard half an hour early to get to chong pang seafood restaurant at bukit timah luckily sis got off early so i can use the car hehe.. dragged xy there too ^^
The food wasnt too bad.. its abit like soul garden cept that there more variety and no aircon =P had abit of TCSS gossiping teasing lol.. introduced xy to them..
hurr after that ard 1015 (we reached at 730) we left the place and everyone came over.. and the guys went to prepare the "performance" for xy which they promised to do haha~~ funny quite cool they danced sorry sorry for her =Pp the day ended with me sending amelia and xy back and the guys stayed overnight hehe... fun day ^^

JY



Things will never be the same again..;;
9:26 pm



; Saturday, 12 September 2009{

how would life be like if nobody expects anything of you?? how much is too much and how little is too little haha~



Things will never be the same again..;;
5:34 pm



; Sunday, 26 July 2009{

well tho I had a bbq not too long ago but todays one was umm unique in its way lol.. YY got a cookbook from the library and tried afew new recipes.. tho it wasnt cheap but yup its nice lolx chocolate~ tho didnt haf much if that.. but yup its nice.. sambal sotong~~ omg loved it.. sometimes i wonder how did my maid learn so many many things in such a short period of time.. including cooking of sambal balachan.. lol..

CELEST AND DES IF U C THIS!!
U2 LOVEY DOVEY AT THE BACK OF THE CAR AND DUNWAN COME INFRONT..!!
MAKE ME A chauffeur!!.. blehx! dont do that ever again or i wont drive u2 around anymore..! b more zi dong pls~!.

mood hasnt been too good as usual.. esp after tt day.. blehx..
giving false hope only to dash it in the end.. all efforts wasted..
planned for so long.. learn for so long.. only to go down the drain..
nvm.. this is a learning experience.. nex time can do it in a
much shorter period of time hehe~ thanks anw to all who helped..
including u2 Mar & Khim~ :)

BTW!! WHO SAYS GUYS CANT BLOG!! SEE EVEN WK BLOGS!! BLEHX!


JY



Things will never be the same again..;;
1:01 am



; Friday, 17 July 2009{

Us..

Things between us happened all in a flash..
Are these feelings true..?
Its like a fairytale.. with princes and princesses..
Its like a dream...
Yet it feels so real...
Everything.. The touch.. The hugs.. The kisses.. The words..
So blissful yet so heart wrenching..
Somehow.. It feels like its a dream which never should have started..
Is there a future..?
Should I let go?...
Should I follow my heart or should I follow my brain..?
Where were you when I needed you the most...?

Im tired.. tired of everything... im feeling numb to the emotional pain which affected me so badly the last few weeks.. its time to recuperate..



Things will never be the same again..;;
1:41 am



; Tuesday, 14 July 2009{

its been a long time since i last blogged...
alot of things happened to me recently.. really depressing
stuffs.. wounds keep coming one after another..no time to heal..
so stressed up that I feel like i might have a mental breakdown very soon..
I'm very super duper thankful to have friends nobody can
replace them.. at all.. ppl like YY and XY who accompanied me and
listened to my rantings during this period..
they can become counsellers sooner or later liao lol.. no nid cert..
thanks for coming out with me even though uall had work the next day...
without them i would probably just umm needed to be sent to the
hougang chalet aka IMH...
Please.. let everything end.. I want everything to end.. the pain the suffering.. everything.. what have I done to deserve this fate..
this is horrible.. worse than then..
so many problems to be solved.. presentation is coming too.. where do i find the strength and mood to start on it.. report of 5k words.. presentation solo 15 mins.. slides.. sigh.. maybe des is right.. maybe i should just concentrate on one problem at a time and dun care about others.. prioritize the problem.. give it a dateline..

JY
stressed..



Things will never be the same again..;;
12:07 am



; Tuesday, 17 February 2009{

Sigh so many many things happened from the last post up till now.. comparing lastime during year 1 till start of year 2 and now.. its like i've become distant with alot alot of people.. probably its true that you cant be close to everyone at the same time.. Some of my classmates whom i was close with seem very distant.. now i dun even know anything that happens around them.. terrible.. Time? best medicine? crap load of words..

After so long never blog now come back really dunno where to start what to type.. am sick now blehx.. I now only look forward to piano and end of poly.. somehow as much as i dun wan it to end so fast, I want it to end asap... have no idea whats going on in my mind..

Jordan passed away.. not very sure of the details but his cremation was today... I only know that he has a blood clot in his brain which caused him to become brain dead =/

lifes unpredictable..

JY



Things will never be the same again..;;
8:54 pm