♥; Sunday, 26 July 2009{
well tho I had a bbq not too long ago but todays one was umm unique in its way lol.. YY got a cookbook from the library and tried afew new recipes.. tho it wasnt cheap but yup its nice lolx chocolate~ tho didnt haf much if that.. but yup its nice.. sambal sotong~~ omg loved it.. sometimes i wonder how did my maid learn so many many things in such a short period of time.. including cooking of sambal balachan.. lol..
CELEST AND DES IF U C THIS!!
U2 LOVEY DOVEY AT THE BACK OF THE CAR AND DUNWAN COME INFRONT..!!
MAKE ME A chauffeur!!.. blehx! dont do that ever again or i wont drive u2 around anymore..! b more zi dong pls~!.
mood hasnt been too good as usual.. esp after tt day.. blehx..
giving false hope only to dash it in the end.. all efforts wasted..
planned for so long.. learn for so long.. only to go down the drain..
nvm.. this is a learning experience.. nex time can do it in a
much shorter period of time hehe~ thanks anw to all who helped..
including u2 Mar & Khim~ :)
BTW!! WHO SAYS GUYS CANT BLOG!! SEE EVEN WK BLOGS!! BLEHX!
JY
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Things will never be the same again..;;
1:01 am
♥; Friday, 17 July 2009{
Us..
Things between us happened all in a flash..
Are these feelings true..?
Its like a fairytale.. with princes and princesses..
Its like a dream...
Yet it feels so real...
Everything.. The touch.. The hugs.. The kisses.. The words..
So blissful yet so heart wrenching..
Somehow.. It feels like its a dream which never should have started..
Is there a future..?
Should I let go?...
Should I follow my heart or should I follow my brain..?
Where were you when I needed you the most...?
Im tired.. tired of everything... im feeling numb to the emotional pain which affected me so badly the last few weeks.. its time to recuperate..
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Things will never be the same again..;;
1:41 am
♥; Tuesday, 14 July 2009{
its been a long time since i last blogged...
alot of things happened to me recently.. really depressing
stuffs.. wounds keep coming one after another..no time to heal..
so stressed up that I feel like i might have a mental breakdown very soon..
I'm very super duper thankful to have friends nobody can
replace them.. at all.. ppl like YY and XY who accompanied me and
listened to my rantings during this period..
they can become counsellers sooner or later liao lol.. no nid cert..
thanks for coming out with me even though uall had work the next day...
without them i would probably just umm needed to be sent to the
hougang chalet aka IMH...
Please.. let everything end.. I want everything to end.. the pain the suffering.. everything.. what have I done to deserve this fate..
this is horrible.. worse than then..
so many problems to be solved.. presentation is coming too.. where do i find the strength and mood to start on it.. report of 5k words.. presentation solo 15 mins.. slides.. sigh.. maybe des is right.. maybe i should just concentrate on one problem at a time and dun care about others.. prioritize the problem.. give it a dateline..
JY
stressed..
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Things will never be the same again..;;
12:07 am
